disquietingmuses


"Womb"  Copyright 2000 J. N. Foster

New Birth
 

Down where the babies are yes, down
there, where the doctors plumb
in veins and the mother writhes and
green seeds are planted so that we have
leaves, lushly growing, out of our eyes.

This is a beautiful world when seen through
such eyes. God is licking ice-cream cones
and watching cesareans. Only blond long-haired
women with shaved legs can have
a husband who watches American football.

Amen to that!

A mother whose tender mouth
suckles many kisses, her legs
are pliant and folding, neat
as laundry beneath the asking hands oh what
a day to wake up and find that she has
disappeared, and is caught staring
somewhere from within
the wallpaper, whose ivy grows
over her mouth and strangles her
while she calls out
for her husband and her child
both of whom have disappeared.

She is alone now. Empty
room. The large lights switch
on, she is sitting across a table
talking to an old white male
licking ice-creams.

"Don't worry," he says.
"It'll all be OK."

She had learned never to listen
to those words. Instead she laughs and says:

"You have a vanilla moustache!!!"

He seems not to hear and disregards her.

He is smiling and she doesn't know.

He is smiling and watching ghosts
perform cesareans after cesareans
on the dead baby that never lived.

Her womb is cut open and he smiles,
this old white male.

How strange, she thinks.

His ice-cream doesn't melt.
 

Copyright 2000  Pooja Mittal
All Rights Reserved
 

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