Tom Jacobs  2006 All Rights Reserved

Taking a Punch

Near enough to hear the rough language
of men, I watched my father and uncles

string an electric fence between yard and field.
One read the worry on my face,

explained how the shock just pinched
beasts so big, just told them their limits.

When left alone I threw sticks at it,
then grabbed hold, felt my skin snap, released.

That was before I knew to ask if we really feel
pain differently, when I would tumble from trees,

and my brother would swear
it would hurt less if I didn't cry.

So I didn't. And later when someone I loved
said he didn't and never had, I managed

to nod, numb myself until morning
when I learned whiskey's a lousy anesthesia,

overcame self-pity by imagining soldiers
losing limbs, dying anyway.

Pity gave way to guilt.
Like when I would think of death

to keep from laughing during church,
but it really was funny the way the preacher

believed men could help falling for other men
anymore than I could have

stopped from grabbing that fence,
seeing for myself if I were being lied to.

Erica Wright
Copyright 2006


Erica Wright was the 2003 recipient of the Thomas Wolfe Prize in Poetry. Her poems and other writings have appeared in Pequod, the Minetta Review, the Independent: Film & Video Monthly, and Paste. She is currently working on her first collection.

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